"We know what we are, but not what we may be."
William Shakespeare

Friday, January 21, 2011

Our Happenings

So its almost the end of January. I thought I would update the blog for my few followers....lol.

Not too much has actually happened this month. We ended our trip in Arizona with seeing the Grand Canyon. It was beautiful and we had a great time. We drove cross country in 2 days which was pretty good with having a 5 year old as a passenger.

Geoffrey only has a little time left in the Navy. He gets out in March so we are excited that the time to have him with us again is just around the corner. He has gotten alot of calls about jobs so we are waiting to see which one works out. We could possibly end up in MA, VA, TX, NM, CO, NC, or SC. The company in MA seems to be pushing for him, but we will see. I am personally hoping the job in SC works out, but we go where he needs to go.

Another big thing in our lives is that our niece is about to be born any day. Melissa, my sister in law, is having contractions and will be soon bringing my niece in the world. This is my first niece so I am so excited! I am going to hate it if we have to move and I won't be able to spoil her. :)

Geoffrey and i have been talking and we want to have another baby. We are going to start trying again, which I may have mentioned in my last post. We went to see another doctor here in SC. She told me that she wanted to send me to another specialist because something is obviously wrong to have had 3 miscarriages. She said that it could be as simple as having a blood clot that cuts off the babies. I have an appointment at the end of Jan. I will probably go through some more procedures to try and get pregnant. Geoffrey and I have talked about it and I told him that instead of going to Italy in March, I would rather use the money to try and get pregnant again. We really want another baby. Geoffrey has agreed and so we will probably go through the procedure of IUI. We will have to wait and see what the doctor recommends though.

We will see what happens, but I have told Geoffrey that if I miscarry again then I don't want to try anymore. Its so hard on the heart to know you have life inside and then know that its passed. It breaks my heart to hear their heartbeats and then to go back to the doctor and hear the silence. Though Geoffrey wants to keep trying, I just don't think I am strong enough to go through more losses. So if we miscarry again we will end up adopting.

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